Here are the lyrics to my 2019 poetry album, "Thickly Mulched Fields of Peripheral Visions". It's available in CD hard copy from me direct on simric1@gmail.com - or it's downloadable and streamable at http://simricyarrow.bandcamp.com .
Download codes and souvenir copies of the fabulous artwork are also available directly from me or via my "outlets" in other countries :-)
Here are the words to the poems (and the three songs), all copyright moi. Plus some "notes" to help y'all out.
AND if you're looking for my earlier releases - my previous CD and book - there are a bunch more lyrics below these ones! And again, audio files at bandcamp, hard copies/CDs from me.
[The Song of Solomon is of course the "sexiest" book of the Bible, which perhaps isn't saying much. His great love is considered often to be the African Queen of Sheba. So here's a post-patriarchal update...]
[Grimes Graves - a Stone Age quarry site in Norfolk, UK; every ancient Catholic church seems to have its ghoulish relics from the True Cross to saints' bones]
[first performed at Biodanza teacher Daniel Cohen's 64th birthday party!]
[vrot = Afrikaans for rotten/off; vygies = "little figs", succulent ground cover from which the Cape Flats favourite sour fig jam is made]
[deurmekaar = all over the place, messed up (Afrikaans slang) - add this to democracy and you get deurmekaartic... haptics are the science of virtual touch, hence hapticklish...]
Peace Day
[first performed at the International Peace Day celebration at Cape Town Civic Centre in 2011]
[originally commissioned for my brother Kielan's wedding to Kate Mandeville in 2009, previously published in the Living Consciously diary for 2010]
[inspired of course by long periods waiting in the SA Department of Home Affairs for identity documents... and longer and ruder periods waiting for the British equivalents. Mixit is a chatroom facility highly popular with South African youth]
[Winston Mankunku, Cape Town's greatest unsung jazz hero, who died in 2010. It was an honour to play with him; please listen to his music!]
[Billy Bragg, the UK's most Politically Correct pop icon in my teenage years. Though I was more into Sting myself...]
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Here's a few more poems that were published in my 2009 book, Flying on the Lucid Fringe. a few copies are also still available from me. Afterwards is a little rationale I wrote at the time of the launch for why people should even consider buying a poetry book...
ABOVE KALK BAY
Forever she moans
Together he croaks
Chewing fynbos in a fantasy
Of lost love and tender proteas
Whose protection they fight for
With the eagerness of swollen souls
Their eyes swell in the mists of
Lurid fresh forests, high and carefree and
Lost. Years. Cycle. Past.
Through the yellowwood grove comes
The saw and the helmet and the
Heavy thick moustache of the Tree-hunter
And his deadly team who with masterful
Determination help to end the elves place
Alienating and exterminating
The sole San souls who sought a bridge
Through the rainbows to the light of
Dark love and the plunging yearning
Virility of the mountain’s true trees
Guardians off guard, wasted by a
Culture whose crassness caused
A desolate Web, while hope spins
Eternal in her forever moans
Eternal in his together gropes
Ropes pull the rainbows back
Helmets lift the veils of cryptic aeons
To flights of seeking speaking
Creaking on the boardwalks of Time
Crafted with hardened hands
Learning once more to touch.
BOYHOOD’S HEART (Memories of 1981)
With Baggy Madness Trousers on the stereo
we prepared the middle school stage
felt the thrill of orchestral satisfaction
Little Drummer Boy on a music stand page
crowning of a year begun with loving, raucous fun
from Mr Spinks who labelled my trombone case a coffin
who hung Ricky from the rafters and stood Daniel on a chair
to perform his Donald Duck voice while the class laughed and stared
Daniel who blew gum bubbles and hung fishing nets in rivers
and told me my first dirty joke one night, but
I found a forest of books about boats
on the Broads and boys and witches’ cats
we all left the city for a Boys’ Brigade camp
a sleeping bag and a lilo and a martial blue hat
and James’s strip show for the girls to the vicar’s surprise
and the boredom of cancelled outings while Charles married Di
and disbelief at Noah’s age and porridge with a fork
and whoopee cushions and sneezing powder
and – just once – going to church to earn points
and the ninth birthday present of learning meditation
and the freedom and the stillness of the patterns in my mind
rowed to an island in a Yugoslav lake
ate soft veal and bought a real souvenir
spent a day in Italy astonished at the lire’s value
drove too fast in an Austrian’s Mercedes Benz
past tall fields of corn to a village museum of
ancient simple peasant houses
saw indulgent riverside chateaux and
huge chess pieces in a Klagenfurt park
climbed the whole day up a white stone path
to a ledge over the scree
and even into Yugoslavia again
somewhere, below the fog
perhaps I pondered questions of nations and history
but Botham’s cricket victories impressed me more
along with Peggy’s rounders hits and my balancing on a bike
or a quarter pound of sherbet lemons after school
or the red Mini Metro that shaped my cake
or the pebbles that were Sheringham’s beach
or Pete’s Dragon in three reels on the school projector
or mum, frying flat door-delivered Friday fish.
AFRICAN MOUNTAIN HYMN
seeping in resin-sticky moments
rubber cracks in the sky force memories through
wailing incantations incarnate from the time-trunk of fear
carnivorous carnival
across a continent with the scars to show
matchlock burnt-black monarchs
selling bodies to the caravels
and their sweet sugar slavery
as the train hoots through the vlei I recall
the blood in the rivers of humanity’s homeland
the rancid fame of knighted cream cannibals
crimson-reeking caramel
in every nut-brown melting mouthful
wrapped conveniently in history-hiding plastic
before we pale wanderers returned from our
hundred-thousand year journeys
copper was the African metal of choice
now decaying mines poison our water
in the City of Gold and buchu alone will
not heal all the scars in the night sky
Ha! Welcome the ancestral voices (light the mpepu)
Pass around their naïve vices and sluk a little mampoer
Uncurl from the deep-set whiplashed shape of old
Or from the daily bent-back trowel-tasks of the office chair
Find the daily wail that lies within and calls for the
Lifting of out-of-Africa-amnesia and a
Global shake-down with the spirits streaming in our veins
Unveiling our cracking seams and streams
Today, this is my song –
I declare solidarity with my soul-siblings from
The lives where I chose deeper tannins to colour my flesh
And I declare freedom from the gnawing guilt of six violent centuries
And I declare freedom to spiral out from the epicentre of a new storm
In epic centredness
From the heart of our granite-bound ground
With palms caught in heavenly crossfire
Throbbing with the juice of forgiving mountains
Where the herbs grow taller than the frogs jump
And trains are but the distant toys of children
I declare that integrated incantations will enthuse us
Leaping like salmons to the source of a
Fluid rock-power which seeps soft and healing
In resin-sticky moments of fresh milkwood joy.
"Flying on the Lucid Fringe retails at R90, with 10% of profits going to eco-charities, and is printed on recycled paper.
BUT: Why on earth should you buy a poetry book?
Well, picture if you will an imaginary (but perhaps typical) bookshelf
There are rows of Danielle Steele and Wilbur Smith and Spud 1/2/3
There are a few dusty classics, Olive Schreiners, Dickens and the like, a small Afrikaans section...
And just maybe a volume of poetry (Blake?) that is largely undisturbed
because people think poetry books are like novels and manuals and biographies and travelogues and have to be picked up and read from the beginning to the end.
This would give most people indigestion at least and probably have smoke pouring out of their ears.
In fact, the best place for poetry books (if they must live in something as mundane as a typical bookshelf) is in the reference section. Right there, next to the Cape Town map and the Jamie Oliver recipe book and the dictionary and the what to do in an emergency type book. Where you can pull it out and intuitively (with a little help from the angels) turn to the right page to:
* inspire your dreams with a poem before bed or your day with a poem after bed
* hit a deeper note with your dinner guests
* share some words for your spouse's birthday or for your granny to dance to
* take you beyond the daily playback routine while waiting for that train
* find the real news that you won't find on CNN or even Facebook"
Download codes and souvenir copies of the fabulous artwork are also available directly from me or via my "outlets" in other countries :-)
Here are the words to the poems (and the three songs), all copyright moi. Plus some "notes" to help y'all out.
AND if you're looking for my earlier releases - my previous CD and book - there are a bunch more lyrics below these ones! And again, audio files at bandcamp, hard copies/CDs from me.
This is a Galactic Security Announcement
There
has been a breach in space-time sector Earth 2-0-2-0
The
petrochemical cleverness of our previous fatal flooring and concrete
constructions
Has
caused an unforeseen split in the technosphere
And
an unarmed intrusion from the foundational field of peachy peace.
Some
believe the resulting global detoxification
Has
produced an intercontinental migraine se
moer
But
in fact it is widening the wily wise cracks in the slapdash
pebbledash balderdash of
Decorated
generals and plastered presidents.
Let
us not beat about the bushy biosphere, beloveds
The
razorwire briars round our century-sleeping castles have been ripped
out
Lately
the egos have been falling from the titanium-tipped towers
In
transparently trashy tempests
Now
the bull-headed barriers and the iron-clad six-packs in our primal
brains that
Bravely
kept out the terrifying blaze of Love’s Light are slipping aside
In
rhythm with the rising of the magma in Her majestic mantle
We
may have stumbled on this epic journey from head to home
We
may have carefully drowned ourselves in a cacophony of phony
comfort-zone cynicism
But
while we thought we were building strict straight solid walls
The
Goddess has been cutely corrupting us with curvy-dreaming circles
In
each ravishing starburst ripple of her roguishly slinky rivers
Angelic
orchestras have been hiding in our long-forgotten belly-pits
And
as their symphonies unveil our shimmering secrets the easily-parting
curtains reveal this:
Our
ever-spiralling multicoloured planetary theatre
The
pungent organic architecture of the ripening rainforests
Trembling
in our blissfully burnished bodies
Will
savour the soaring sap within our softening shamanic souls
The
fruity furnaces in our hearts will awaken the
Wild
centipede jungle-jiggles of our inner pretty critters
We
will caress the landscape with many drumbeat footsteps and make love
to the mountains
With
every mysterious mythical movement of our divinity-drenched beings
We
will prayerfully plunge into the ferociously fermented oceans of each
others’ eyes
To
the pulsing tectonic melodies flowing from Her magnetic liquid core
We
will feast on electric embraces with every gift of oxygen we humbly
inhale and our
Sensually
quantum dances will cause lightning strikes in the stratospheres of
distant solar systems
We
will raise potent playful pyramids with our deliciously connecting
fingertips
We
will conjure-craft palaces of inspiring integrity that hum with
finely tuned courageous wonder
So
let us know in every sinew of every spirit here lies the bluesy
blueprint
Of
this blessèd future that already is
As
we magical sun-filled miracles finally kiss our funkiest incarnations
And
authentically gratefully joyfully cosmically embody the beauty for
which, right now
We
are being reborn.
Ode
to Chocolate
In
some fabulous jungle wizard’s lab there stands a thick and ancient
tree
Where
liquid chocolate is tapped by the gallon
Every
gathering is greeted by a satisfied low moan
As
the forest’s spirit-maiden delivers her sensuous gift of sweet
acceptance
In
some high cave a melancholy monk breathes air
As
fresh as children’s kisses
He
hums mantras to lull the deep-brown bees to sleep
And
raids their hives for chocolate-combs that drip silky stalagmites
On
some island boys bring giant pearls to shore gathered from twinkling
reefs
And
once in a blue moon there’s a malted brown one
Born
from the mating dance twixt mermaids and forgotten chocolate ocean
gods
Whose
staple food is ambrosia from the depths
Some
distant star twirls in a lightning-charged embrace of her own power
and love
And
as she sings her velvet delight
Mighty
molecules mould themselves into molten chocolate meteors
Showering
the lucky ones with mouth-revealed memorials
To
her light-year ecstasies
And
we who follow the chocolate trail with our tongues to the satin core
of yum
Find
our magical imaginations rising to higher vibrations of anticipation
With
every devilishly luscious lick…
Tuning in to Tankwa Frequency
we
surrender to the field of toe-trance tripping
in a
soil built from fossilised ecstasies
till
a solitary storm unwraps our minds
and
coats our skin in fairy-dew from the future
we
soak in a succulent infusion, fusing our thickening love-strings
breathing
in illumination in our veins
gifted
to us in gratitude from our children’s children’s children
we
are the warriors of the spirit
we
are the hairs on the wings of the butterfly planet
and
as our global gold-plated molecules warm and hum in resonance
we
burn in honour of the first tribe
we
rise in sculptural salutes to the desert slate-shores of the soul
we
kiss the crimson flowing in our bushy core
we
mould our movements, awake to our chosen totem-beasts
and
beating the rhythm of our broken-open shameless hearts
and
we know that this now is the reward for our race
this
is the bat-winged edge of the beauty we’re dreaming
this
is the cat-cream crystal sky-smile bringing pillow-songs
on
the ocean of the ancients and the forest floor of those to come
this
is where you and me meet not through electronic toys
but
through electric eyes and
this
is where we see that
we
are foolish shamans becoming love
and
the earth, she is rejoicing with us
An Ancient Marinaded Rhyme
Captain!
I can spy the shore! Perhaps you’ve seen this one before
An
iceberg is approaching fast, the fiddles play, we’ll never last
We’ve
been skating on scurvy seas, tempest-trembling at the knees
Mariners
marinading our brains while praying for the 40 days of rain
Politely
paddling like damp squids at the fringes of the bay
Longing
for heart-green pillow-lands to loom and end
The
foggy confusion of this mutually agreed illusion
The
time has come to escape the mainstream’s rip tides
Sucking
us unconscious once more
Time
to throw out the deadweight headline anchormen and instead call
All
hands on deck of our mothership, all feet on her shivering timbers
All
hips trusting the shaking vibration of our newly birthing nations
Feasting
on evolutionary vegetation in an aura-orgy of flora and fauna-cation
Navigating
with our bold belly barometers into a lightning-strike future made
from
Steampunk
shipwrecks with elegant intelligence by we permacultured pirates
Heroic
electromagnetic generators of tidal-tiger juiciness
Creating
the sauces of currents and coastlines as we cascade effortlessly
Over
the edge of everything
Curling
our mushed egos into the feline forms of freshly minted mind stew
Where
we meet the ecstasy in the centre of the hourglass
And
conjure up an aeon-turning epic adventure, a luscious lathered
lullaby
Transforming
the gestures of His story with the cyclical ripples in the nipples of
Ms story
Yes,
the goddess is erupting from our dreamtime journeying
Urging
us to explore the sweet starry entanglement of the dark and salty
whirlpool depths
She
sings the majestic melodies of the ancestral spiral shells humming in
our skeletons
She
builds the syncopated sensuality in our embodied dancing dolphin
breath
She
chants the soft and floozy truth that twilight-tingles on our
tastebuds
And
opens the doors to our all-perceiving pores
She
is the still stallion cresting our heartbeat waves
That
crash with crazily intentional intensity
Awakening
the rivers that recharge our ocean potency
She
is the raw and weedy core, the charming churning in your eyes
The
whiff of magic on the wind, the scent of angels swelling the moon
The
promise of interplanetary community on a mutual quest for
self-mastery
For
which she holds both lock and key through recognition of telepathic
synchronicity
She
is of course both you and me
And
so let’s spin the celebratory sequel of this never-ending tale
And
sense it floating in this sacred moment
For
that long-awaited trip to a new world is but a spirit-stroke of an
oar away
If
we wild-hearted ones choose to pull together
As
those of us who pause to touch the silence right now will surely know
Down the Rabbit Hole Again
(Lewis Carroll’s elusive third Alice manuscript)
Oh
dear. We’ve uncorked the entrance to that “Drink Me” tunnel of
love once more
And
who can tell what tasty trance-formative toe-tingling turtle-mockery
lies in store
In
this marvellously luscious mushy room at the end of the eighth square
Lulled
into lunacy while the many, many queens and tarts here present and
incorrect yell
“Off
with your ego!” – cutlass-card sharp in this right royal land of
looking-glass classy dance
Take
a step, take a chance, proceed to Go! and collect two hundred kisses
–
but
know you have no monopoly
Fear
not the shabby Jabberwock, my son,
he’s
just that trickster tricker hookah-smoker caterpillar in disguise
and
he’ll soon fade into warm hilarity
like
the creamy feline smiles we feel pulsating from
somewhere
below our burrow, somewhere breathing through our muscular marrow
to
the bone china of this, our magnificent electric and magnetised
human tea
set
For
Hey! Presto or perhaps
Hey! Allegro
Is
a fairy-circle forming magical speed at which to spiral in synchrony
with waistcoated rabbits and dassie and dormouse dreams
as
we form flaming flamingo-winged croquet sculptures on the lawn
and
realise once more that life is truly a hairy marching wonderland
whenever
we remember that we are still innocent enough to eat a thing that’s
saying “Eat Me!”
whenever
we remember that we are still innocent enough
to
take all the cosmic expansion in our stride
for
the cycling of breath is the source of all our sauciness
So
while we are still young and frolicsome, let us pour a little more
playful potion
Stirring
us into the kind of creative cauldron the planet loves to party with
A
little lubrication for heart-communication, a little more trust in
the joy that is us
Dear
friends, this story, we know, has a happy ending,
for
as we awaken to our truth with underlying alchemical algebraic
integration
this
wonder-full dreaming never stops unfolding
TRAFFIC
UPDATE
Words,
vocals & keyboards Simric Yarrow
Music
composition Simric
Didgeridoo
Ronan Skillen
We
interrupt this life to bring you an update as it’s apparently all
clear again on all major highways
After
multiple snarl-ups over the past few months
In
this juggernautical astronaughty solar journey there’s been a
lurching and a loosening of the wheels we call society
It’s
time to find a little luminous headlight humility and learn
To
change the tired tyres we call the capital economy
And
admit a patriarchal piston-pounding’s caused us
hangovers
of note
And
exercise more than the minimalist yoga of our
so-called
democratic vote
And
in case you haven’t yet caught the high-speed
low-tech
joke
We
are the next generation self-drive vehicle miracles
of
the gods
Although,
yeah, we’ve wandered lonely in a cloud of tweeters picking
electronic petals
(“She
follows me, he follows me not”) - across tarmac tarnished with
infantile pothole politics
Immature
joyriders racing in the disempowered lane &
firing
off turbocharged toxic speech capsules
So
let’s change our gears
Feel
the sacred seeds in the ipods falling from the
i-maginary
i-trees in our fertile souls
Remember
the soft crooning of those ancient analog tractors
Spinning
shellac 78s through the
thickly
mulched fields of our peripheral visions
And
gather our hitch-hiking spirit guides
from
the unseen slipstreams
Yes,
we are the heart-based artistic intelligence of
the
fourth industrially-spiritual age
Beyond
the rock teachers and plant teachers and
eternally
orgasmic bonobos boogying in our bones
All
we have to do is figure out how to turn our ignition on
And
by the way with all this genius circuitry
there’s
never just one switch
But
the beautiful binary code of breath is
one
of the keys of this Gaia-based game
So
let’s gratefully absorb the air into
our
microbial meadows buzzing with internal symphonies
Brazenly
baring the brassy basslines of our
sultry
sousaphone semibreves
As
we engage our natural horsepower antpower sealpower lionpower
eaglepower angelpower
Give
up being fast and furious and become
firmly
flirtatious with everything
This
is not an A to B perpetual motion machine trip
It
cascades in gushing spirals of mutual curiosity through mischievous
eruptions of richly reforested canopies
Watered
by luscious thunderstorms of
divinely-programmed
kisses
We
will unlock the reboot of inspiration in our
yearning
goddess engines
And
fingertip-forge technologies of true liberation
As
our magical mouse moves decode the quantum epiphanies encrypted in
our sunflower-sprouting skin
Our
trembling calves will plant dragon-seeds and dreamscapes
As
we screech the banshee ballads of our
wildly
warm wolf-hearts
And
honk our kudu horns to accompany the
peace-brewing
mantras of sunrise doves and sunset bugs
We
will daisy-chain dance the soaring stories of our
sensual
descendants
Rising
from that molten choral core of
mountain-moulding
melodies
And
drip with the somatic sweetness of our
mindfully
ecstatic embraces
And
taste the salty softening truths in
each
other’s eyes and hips
And
hear the laughter of the oceans rippling juicily over our lips
And
vibrate with the cosmic echoes of our
evolving
biological harmonies
The
echoes of our edge-born secret desires mingling with our collective
moving prayers
The
echoes of the eternal applause for our
gorgeous
forthcoming performances
The
infinitely epic echoes of our
extraordinarily
sassy source-connected sorcery
WHEN
WE SINK INTO OUR SKINS
Words,
vocals, keyboards & trombone, music composition -
Simric
Yarrow
Percussion
- Ronan Skillen
There
was a girl who craved a hug and found a fist
There
was a man who gave up gold for knots on ships
There
was a baby crying while his mother passed away
There
was a hunger filled with songs of a desert guitar
When
we sink into our skins we find the ancestors there
When
we turn and face the candle’s softening wax
When
we ride the wild sea-horses of the past
Mermaid’s
purses filled with memory grains so fast
There
was a lady who loved dancing as a girl
There
was a woman who told children life was more than factory smoke
There
was a soldier who wrote poems to the wind before the fire
There
was a man who used to smell the flowers in the field
When
we melt into our dreams we find our stories there
When
we turn and face the spirits in the wind
When
we fly so far and true to albatross-webbed skies
Feathered
dresses drifting down on eddies of disguise
Let
us thank them for they tried
Let
us find the flow inside
Let
us rest their weary souls in peace
And
feel their tears of joy upon our face
At
witnessing our smiles of release
In
my legs there is a marcher against fear
In
my lips there rolls a sweet sweet mango rich in juice
In
my lungs there rings a simple sermon clear
In
my eyes there is a worshipped god shaking loose
A
WHIFF OF JASMINE
Words,
vocals, piano, trombone, music composition -
Simric
Yarrow
Percussion
- Ronan Skillen
today
I found a pirhouette inside my pocket
a
dragon roaring in tear-stained lycra
perched
in sepia with an eerie ancestral ache
unfolding
over the toast and marmalade
of
the mainstream media
tenderly
I discovered the dicotyledon leaves in the courtyard
that
wobble their timelapse selves towards the dawn
throatily
croaking in an unheard helium octave
shooting
like toddlers towards the helios dance
that
rumbles in my bones and calls me home
home
to another lacy moment tasting blackberries
upon
your effervescent lips and home to the first sliver
of
the shy crescent moon returning in a blue cheese sky
home
to the lonely microphone upon the open stage
a
plucked dandelion attracting honeybees
still
searching for the ghosts of last year’s nectar
together
we sit on the cusp of wonderland
where
this flat and icy world of synapse-zapping infowars
will
snowflake-float away and we’ll pause
to
mulled-wine mull upon a piece of truth
that’s
skating towards us in curvy clues and
blasting
beyond the late winter blues
in
these moments of immaculate perception
(goaded
on by playful pixie prickles
from
beyond the veils that coat this scene) - we tunnel-tumble
linking
fingernails and pressing our warbling palms
against
the force and current of one another’s tides
and
when we hide there comes another peeking toe
for
this messy imperfection rides its skirts up the carburettor
smudges
the menu with yesterday’s sorrow
and
holds the universe to ransom for a whiff
of
tomorrow’s jasmine in your hair
THERE’S
A GOD AND SHE LOOKS LIKE YOU
Words,
vocals, keyboards/bass, music composition Simric Yarrow
Guitar
- Jamie Jupiter
Percussion
- Ronan Skillen
CHORUS
A : Well yeah we are the people of the deep deep south
I
see a sparkle in your eyes and a smile on your mouth
And
as we kiss there are angels which our lips bring to birth
Cos
we’re dancing here for heaven on this fragile earth
CHORUS
B: Well I know that there’s a god and she looks like you
She’s
got purple-streaked hair and her skin is bright blue
&
I’m singing from my heart & I’m singing through my mind
&
the magic of this moment lasts until the end of time x4
Take
me to the limits of your ecstasy
Warm
me with your sunlight so that we can fly free
Honey
I can taste the birdsong humming in our souls
This
is a blockbuster babe and we’re the starring roles
Now
let’s open our arms to the friends either side
Each
one of us a galaxy a zillion light years wide
And
as we feel the vibrations rising up from the ground
We’ll
know we’re also planets spinning round and around
Open
up your crazy stories let’s climb aboard
We’ll
ride and fight the demons with a samurai sword
We’ll
float on clouds with angels dancing over the hills
It’s
a rollercoaster feast in there with all of the frills
I’m
spying out a future where we quiver with love
And
it flows to all this wild world below and above
And
it’s roaring towards us calling us to awake
you’re
driving from the helm I feel my whole being shake
DRESSING
UP
Composed
& performed by Simric Yarrow
Ladies
and gentlemen put your shields down
For
the super sale to end all sales
Float
over a shop floor sea to the
Secret
delights of the fitting room
Fear
not that you might not look like those
Emaciated
models and mannequins
Or
our corset-choked Northern ancestors
Faint
and wan and under the thimble-and-thumb
Just
float over that shop floor sea to the
Secret
delights of the fitting room
Fear
not that you might press promising Eastern
Poly
petrol fabrics to your private places
Produced
perhaps by smiling sweatshop sweater slaves
While
farmers burn pure wool in trade war madness
For
is not this the stuff of which sweaty dreams are made?
Fear
not that someone will mock your choice
For
today’s ranges are full of flavours for every palette
Colours
for every ice cream cone,
patterns
for every wallpaper junkie
Logos
to match every Jaguar or Beach Buggy
Lingerie
to match every hopeful boyfriend’s wallet
Lycra
to give you that medal-winning feeling
And
lipstick to match your glossy undercoat
Fear
not for hanging space as our wardrobes expand
In
Narnian exponentials and the Third World fills with
Kindly
donated corporate-branded cast-offs while local looms
Stand
hopelessly frozen and traditional garb is lost
Beneath
this summer’s must-have item
Does
our naked beauty still lie mocked by crude boy-men or
Indulged
with skimpy little numbers for little girls?
Are
we still taken on a trolley-ride far from the warm-hearted chaotic
clarity within?
Let
us reawaken our spindle-fingers,
stretching
beyond the pins and needles
Teasing
out the fresh-view skeins,
unravelling
new soft-touch balls of delight
Let
us play at unwrapping the swirling silk of our soul
Let
us tingle-touch the finest fibres and smell the way the simplest
natural cloth picks up our deepest essence
Let
us lift magisterially magical veils that
sweep
starlight in their passing
Let
us find ceremonial robes to
thrill
our inner biker priest-priestess
And
night club groove-tubes to
enliven
our inner swaddled swamis
Shining
out from our leather-bound armour-plated halos
To
our fairy boots with zip-up suede pom-poms
via
our cackling lesser-spotted joy-thongs
for
now is the rhyming, reasonable time to get truly attired
spectacularly
zootily-suited,
expressing
our marvellous moment-to-moment selves
swapping
and jumbling and sharing the contents of our chests and our drawers
with
all the rip-roaring elegance our spirits know to be
our
fully-dressed justly-deserved dessert
AN
INTRODUCTORY FIELD GUIDE TO THE TWO-LEGGEDS OF PLANET EARTH
Composed
& performed by Simric Yarrow and some birds
We
could begin in the usual fashion, with a little sardonic scientific
observation
Classifying
documents and souls
according
to habitat and chatter
We’ve
fiddled our grasshopper helicopter cacophony
to
drown out the fires below
Carpet-bombing
the last stuffed dodos in our memories
We’ve
ignored the purple-feathered pigeons
just
beyond our supersenses
Cooing
clarinets, quietly carrying out global recalibrations
with
resonant incantations
And
yet the morse code tapping
of
the woodpeckers in our skeletons
Reminds
us that only together do we hold
the
gilded key to new dimensions of creativity
Somewhere
fireflies jive in semaphore
a
message to our mammal pores
And
the mosquito-sized concerns we have of
missing
the great onward flight connection
Are
swallowed by spirit-swifts circling the lake of time
We
step out from the crumbling concrete
of
our skyscraper elevators
And
boogie on down with those angelic alligators
We
set our navigation dial to the tune of germination
With
a healthy dose of holy hugs and voluptuous cultivation
We
take that sacred quest for secret chalices and bodices and
Ruthlessly
embody all our inner feathered goddesses
We
plant the crazy seeds of treeline canopies
Where
we can dance candid can-cans
with
the toucans and the pelicans
For
Mama Gaia’s just warming-warning us
so
we can hatch anew
Yes,
we’ve finally reached the
deep
bass camp of collective evolution
Can
you feel that itching in the shoulder blades
that
says the time has come
To
unleash those hidden human wings
So
while the feral rhythms of the jungle night
sound
out in full-blooded applause
We
become our own warm-blooded saviours
Pick
up those kaleidoscopic binoculars that just flew into view
Now
is the moment for a more magical magnification
Catch
that eagle eddy arising in your belly
Soar
and see the songlines in our bloodlines
that
we’ve just begun unravelling
Smell
the whale-chorus in our salty wombs
born
from the ocean’s constant kisses
Taste
the harmony a-brewing in our bodies’ melting-meeting as we leave
our fears for desert compost
And
become as trustworthy as migrating mountains
Follow
the tornado concerto to the mystery’s pulsing heart
And
fall as grateful raindrops into her thirsty arms
Trilling
our trillions of melodies
born
in the dreams of ancient stars
And
as we breathe the bounty
rolling
in our lilac-breasted beings
Her
unabashed blessings will vibrate out
from
our softening core
Her
ripening wisdom in our cells
will
mould passion-pollen palaces so that
With
every carbonated feeling we release
and
every sensual stroke of oxygen we receive
We
will hear and know we are the alpha and the Om
of
this birdsong-programmed planet we call home
ELEMENTAL
CYCLE: A QUARTET
1/
AIR & GRACE
Words,
vocals, trombone, whistles, adungu, music composition - Simric Yarrow
Additional
percussion Ronan Skillen
imagined
supersonic applause rumbles heavenward
while
through this airy elemental auditorium
the
simple, brilliant elegance of feathered flight
is
cast aside by an egotistical squadron
these
disconnected dragon-souls
beam
destruction down upon distant worker-ants
wreaking
collateral damage and thermonuclear deceit
sealed
away from the roaring of winds
the
pilots of convenience overshoot the lonely albatross
but
force their passengers to swallow caged air
full
of stale words in a global bacteria zoo
rebounding
fields of electrotext cause popping in
the
invisible parts of our time-trimmed ears
somewhere
the locusts fly
capricious
hurricanes tear at paper roofs
unseen
bellows fan the forest fires
earth’s
breath belches topsoil-stripping tornadoes
in
a wild countdown till the oxygen burns
and
the high drones of technology
confuse
the bees and scatterflies
air-creatures
delicately searching
midst
the subtle pollen radiance
spreading
seed-wisdom wide
alongside
the birds and squalls
and
we who tune our inner aerials know that we too
are
an illusion
an
awesome intention
almost
entirely space
we
take in the gusts right to our guts
we
feel our body-glove that glows unseen
we
stretch beyond our eyries for the fingertip visions
we
seek the naked freshness
of
rustling tree and hilltop flutter
whistling
gliding symphonies over busy breezes
carrying
afar the giggles of children and soprano stomps
and
the soft strumming plucking siren songs of
an
orchestra of emotion open to naturally coloured freedom
the
greater breath blows its chorus
the
feathered cloud-herds float in eloquence
and
somehow peace is proclaimed
through
all the multiple domains
where
the feisty fruity flutes of dawn do reign
and
our ancient galactic angel’s arrows
soar
serenely in all directions
towards
home
QUEST
FOR FIRE
Words,
vocals, music composition, additional percussion -
Simric
Yarrow
Percussion
- Ronan Skillen
now
is the winter of our embezzlement
auction
hammers made in China resound across the chasms
sirens
close the factory chimneys and tyre-millstones
burn
the souls of brilliant petroleum executives
and
still the sun rises at dawn
though
shack-smoke dulls the sky and
bitter-brittle
cocktail-bombs smash across the bows
and
moonshine-fuelled guncracks wreak deep-fried havoc
in
romantic tabloid crush-crash-crimes
still
the sun rises at dawn
daily,
it blazes out on the shock of new true love
bruising
gangland busts warm into beauty-bursting moments
chargrilled
chatter sparks into spiral wildcat comet-tales
till
we risk a hot-coal salsa-step
beyond
the night-ash of our yesterselves
molten
honey flows golden from our crystal core
surface-rising
to a budding-giggle-wriggle-bubble that
erupts
escapes explodes
we
are a jubilation revelation on a holy quest to quench
a
thirst for flirting with the salamander-spirits of this life-space
place
we
are the thought-flowers of the cosmos leaping into outer time
we
are the royal rainbow flame-crowns stripping free from our
crumble-crusty shields
into
a fiendish sweetmeat phoenix-feast
right
here the dragons in our fingers and our hips and lips
mouth-blast
our deep devouring desire
to
take that big-breathing journey to
the
only one there is
right
here the walls tumble to the silent chorus yelling out
the
message from our massed magnificent hearts
we
soar, soaked to the inner scorch-skin
in
the glowing oil of truth
and
as the sun sets still we shine
building
dream-temples of a vision life
knowing
it begins with us
being
and becoming simple and divine
surrendering
sacred
fire
WATER
OF LIFE
Words
& vocals Simric Yarrow
Music
composed & performed by Simric & Ronan Skillen
trickle-tickle
rivulets bubble through the backyards
soaking
up the cardboard slices
eddying
round shiny wrappers
pooling
into instant creeks
swarming
swamps of new-laid parasites
fizzing
with the desire to grow and swell and bite and
feast
on passing feet
urgent
churning whirlpools babble past the cracking drains
sweeping
forth our detrimental influential
excremental
effluent
flushed
pink by amorous sweet-smelling detergents
purified
bleach-brooks ripple into
triumphant
alien algae blooms until we find
amidst
this mighty ever-restless acrid
putrid
petrol-driven stagnant sea
there
is not a drop to drink
we
gather where the dust scatters
where
determined duiweltjies lacerate our flaking skin
we
swirl in dancing torrents that recall and recreate
our
ocean origins
our
own salty animal soup
the
flowing crystals dripping daily through our cells
the
anointing cataracts of conscience
springing
forth from ancient ancestral orgasms
and
in an instant we are present to
the
snowflakes of a perfect gratitude
the
glimmer of mermaids
the
water-wisdom of our long-forgotten new-found tribes
catching
the thunder-waves on our
sap-filled
surfboards from the source of thought
hearing
us, feeling us, dancing with us
the
world’s sea-womb rejoices in a
wild
and kelp-hairy game of chase and be-chased
her
angry sickle-shark cave-carving subsides
into
lagoons where dolphins laugh and flamingoes dream
into
smooth spring tides
that
carry trusting sailors to their futures
into
soft and supple orchard-gifts
and
freshly-ripened paddy-fields
until
we dive into Bacchus-vats of
bottled
and fermented whale-joy
until
we splash into clear streaming-mirrors
witnessing
and soaking and
wringing
out our souls
before
darting forth in homeopathic doses
channelling
our fishy-wishes for the rainbow-juice that joins
in
trickle-tickle rivulets
of
fluid unstoppable desire
EARTHY
IN-SINEW-ATION
Simric
Yarrow - words, vocals, additional percussion
Ronan
Skillen - didgeridoo, percussion
Jamie
Jupiter - guitar
Music
composition by Simric & Ronan
some
place all place shows its face
twist
turn stub toe
wake
up call
from
forces of folding entwining waiting
for
we stumblers to tumble into
recognition
of our mother
the
low hum of the turning earth is there
the
still illusion crumbles dusty
each
time we bend listening-low to
the
seed-sounds of borer-beetles
furiously
full of thick energy
excitedly
eating their way to
self-declaration
the
still illusion giggles into space
each
time we stretch our tattered branches
into
a mind taking in the suppleness of rock
hugging
close the rich-shifting-time-seam streams of silver-sheen
squeezing
in our cells crusty aeon-stories
the
still illusion sprinkles into sauce
for
micro-mineral-magic tempting out
the
first shoots and strands
insisting
on the pleasure of the dark dance
swarming
with potency
caressing
our skins from within
the
salt-rooted sap-rivers of our corporeal earths
will
aura-bloom in daily celebration
of
a spicy-seasoned spring
will
boom a grounded throat-warble
born
in the depths of our wild worm-wings
the
salt-rooted sap-rivers of our corporeal earths
will
bathe in brown beauty until
soil-soaked
and tossed in bony bliss and sultry sinew
they
swirl into crisp crystal oceans
will
chocolate-churn and pistachio-peacock preen
and
speak a honey-charm bass-beat babble
that
reveals more than our
tiny
shiny single-sting minds alone can grasp
that
unveils a single-shell secret in our treasure chests
that
uncurls a feet-thigh hip-heart spiral
winding
over magisterial mango-pulp magma
to
the solid realised summit
of
the ripe dreams
she’s
wanted us to dream
since
the first sunrise of our sublime species
since
the first surrender to her
eternal
mud-warm embrace
since
the first grateful guava-sip
of
her ever-swelling bounty
GRATITUDE
FOR ROCKS & SAND
Composed
& performed by Simric Yarrow
And
so the time has come once more to reach into our fiery core and feel
we’ve done this all before
The
rebirth through the common touch the sharing gifts the blessings such
that inside we can feel so much
And
after all we are just sparks of light descended from the starry night
and all together we shine bright
Our
wild hearts are singing out so warm and standing strong before the
storm calling pure love into form
CHORUS
Roar
our kinship with all the beasts
Share
our love with trees from west and east
Sing
our joy out to the sea and land
Sing
our gratitude for rocks and sand
Wise
we turn and sense within our bones our earthly mama’s fruitful
tones her joys and sorrow moans
Crystal
structures formed within our cells are playing chords that chime like
bells across the mountains of our souls
Raising
up our branches to the sky a guiding father so close by who wants us
all to fly
Joining
hands a circle on the ground we plant our roots
so
we can stand and touch the spirits all around
Taking
gulps of air deep within and sense it tingling on our skin as the
veils between wear thin
Candles
hidden deep within our eyes building bonfires leaping high blazing
truths that never die
Burning
with a human passion here that melts away all human fear into a
brilliant future clear
Flowing
with the rushing river tide until we reach the other side tears
bubbling into laughter wide
SIREN
SERENADE FOR THE NEW SUN
The
sirens are sounding! The sirens are enticing!
People
of Earth, choose the way you view,
for
the Purple Butterfly is landing.
The
Condor and the Eagle are taking off.
We
are now arriving at our long ached-for desire-destination.
We
are passing the testing post-fact period of
pesty
teste patriarchy.
So
put a feather in your cap if you have one.
And
if you don’t, ask the winged messengers to send you one.
They
will, 100% bank guaranteed.
Float
your bobbing stocks and your logarithmic lives on the Great River of
Rhythm with joy in stacks and pogo packs for this is the time of
fast-forward reward
and
slow-down breath-bliss pause.
Pay
attention to the signs for if you choose they are clues to the new
you always knew was going to be here now.
In
fact, this is the time of the New Sun
when
we remember why we came
even
if it’s a Manichaean time-plane stream
some
of us never expected to be in.
A
time of unravelling the twisted truth in
twisted
hair harmony amidst the
awesome
pollination of some fabulous bumblebee melodies.
A
time so unknowably creative when we can fight the demons best by
predicting exactly what we most wildly wish for.
So
here goes.
It
will be a time when polar bears make friends with penguins
through
magnetic ecstatic acrobatic telepathy;
an
age when American multi-billionaires will take sacred medicine in the
Amazon
(without
buying up the potent plant-patent rights)
and
expand their free-flight horizons as they
empty
their inner trash cans
faster
than a water-wise toilet flush;
an
era of holy hoping and voracious hopping towards the
candid
soul-sound bright lights – camera - activation;
an
epoch of bracing embraces, of unbundled
day-to-data
communicating commuters
celebrating
communion with our androgynous divinity
so
–
it
doesn’t matter if your sunny touch spirit screen is
flat
or curvy,
for
the boneshaking once begun cannot be undone,
the
rattling of our mitochondrial serpents is unravelling the
ancient
whispers of the secret seed-spells in our cells
and
the love-bomb has already smashed the Vatican vaults and sprinkled
the ashes of the archives with chilli’n’chives from deep-heart
dives
and
the whales are singing that there is no going back
for
the boneshaking once begun cannot be undone
and
when we open our soft sweet lips and utter
the
horrid truths we hid into the always-forgiving world
we
know that there is no longer any wide star-jump Renaissance Man
analysing of the aeons
needing
to be performed with telescope microscope stethoscope
just
a big beating globe longing to be felt
and
we feel it
when
we choose to trust
that
we do.
TAKE OFF 2012
Bing! Bong! Bing!
This is the final
boarding call for the spaceship Gaia
Leaving from gateway
2012, destination far beyond the currently possible horizon
Passengers are reminded
that they are in fact crew.
Please check in with
your whole beings, leaving only your baggage behind;
This craft has been
designed to run on a judicious fuel combination of Love and Imagination, and
all taking this trip are therefore requested to ensure they have a
Full Heart-Tank prior
to departure, and that all extraneous flammable gases are released,
Preferably at high
volume and in the presence of children.
Running, skipping,
leaping and whooping in the aisles is mandatory, and for this reason seat
numbers will be regularly swapped before excessive comfort sets in.
Please observe
carefully as our delightful bevy of attendants demonstrates how to loosen your
safety belts.
There are no emergency
exits worth taking because it’s time to wake up.
Yes – we have been
sleeping
This young upstart
start-up species of ours
And what monsters have
visited our nights!
Shame-worms and
guilt-snakes and
Figleafs spawning
fashion industries and plastic surgeries
Steel-lipped smiles
beneath large cool shades
But the global alarm
siren is crooning to us
Haven’t you heard?
Body-based bliss is the new bling
Let’s sweep our
flame-wings up and
feel the potency of the
carbonated sunshine in our spines
Don’t be a kundalini
meanie, dare to share your fleshy tingles
Open your eyes and dive
your magic-mind-body-beautiful
Into sumptuous seas of
skin-shine silk
Dive into the delicious
black hole at the core of our galaxy
Dive into the delicious
mystery at the core of every soul
Can you cope with this
succulent cornucopia?
Let’s be guided by that
ancient perfect GPS beating out our power pulse
Breathing in the
essence of presence from all directions
Until from every
ecstatic pore ooze laughing Buddhas, horny angels, fabulously mythical fellow
mammals,
foul-breathed
long-hidden wild-scaled and actually gorgeous darling devil-dragons
peace-giving sword-wielding
sons of gods and terrifying tornadoes of goddess sensuality
This year let’s trust
we have the inner polar charge to polar-shift society
Let’s trust we have the
strength to build the
most exotically
erotically poetically vulnerably vibrating version of reality imaginable
brick by
multi-dimensional sublimely demented DNA-transforming shape-shifting brick
Let’s trust we nuclear
doses of divinity can stretch our spirits
so that every last
festering wound is offered to the sweet healing breath of this life
Let’s trust we have
within each of our hearts the perfect
mothers fathers elders
brothers sisters teachers lovers we used to complain that we’d missed out on
and
Let’s know that the
universe is waiting to share with us how much it loves us
Let’s know that this
exquisite earth is rising to express her full animal-vegetable-mineral glory
for those of us who
pause and feel and rise too to the challenge of our own born-free birthright
seeing our own
star-studded brilliance streaming out
in beautiful surrender
to the desires of the only One there is
hearing the music that
She plucks from our throats
dancing the moves of
her cosmic paintbrush
ripening into the vast
orchards her visions have planted
rejoicing with embodied
relish in her unstoppable flood a-flowing
and sensing just how
big our tribe is growing
Ladies and Gentlemen, I
do declare, we have planetary lift-off…
Song for Sheba
sheets folded
convent-style
perfect as
freshly-opened double cream
we crumple them
with our soft storms of legs and lips
a deeply earthly
cleansing
and when I meet
your hennaed hands
and lose my fine
edges in their playful curls
I marry you anew
in this blackbird-spoken moment
and we reveal
again our looking-glass divinity
while the languid
streams of passing carpet-flights
promise
silk-routes to the source-sea
we may be the
first to grin with
the secret smiles
of flirting daisies
the first to
wonder if
archangels
inspired holy hymns to
self-denying ashrams
and austere monks
and helped them
steer souls with their harmonies
through the
alleyways of years
so that one day we
might dance our
lovers' sambas to
their ancient speaker soundtrack
for this ice-warm
21st-century purr
this potent ocean
star-juice-knowing
coconut-cracking
clawing-giggling tenderness
resurrects the
gods
[The Song of Solomon is of course the "sexiest" book of the Bible, which perhaps isn't saying much. His great love is considered often to be the African Queen of Sheba. So here's a post-patriarchal update...]
Climate Co-Creation
The coral fades to
grey and the field-beasts fade to white
And the waves
carry surfers high above our barren buildings
And the winds blow
acid onto the stunted saplings
And the parched
land rains frogs again
And the earth’s
cries of grief are the only memory left
And cancerous
locusts eat the bones of our vanity
And the rotting
hulls of auto-wrecks remind the ghosts
Of our monumental
ice-mammoth follies
We could choose
through delusion this vision of oblivion
But let us rather
choose to polar-melt out of me-polarity
Linking hands and
feeling with feet
Playing humbly
with our mortal solar power
Allowing the
bounty of the ground to shower
Untold miles of
festive smiles
Rousing the
forgotten saxophone voices in the
Politicians’ souls
that wannabe as free
As our love-dove
songs and
As loopy as
tumble-honey bears dancing into spring
A freedom no oily
crude barrel-bribes can buy
Returning the
clock to that time beyond time
Where CO2 is just
a thing for trees to chew
And humans have no
time to divide nations and minds and lives
And lands and
limbs and lambs
But only time to
make acorn-ornaments for bird-bower houses
Floral monuments
and curly-turtle sand-shows
Wand-wishing
beauty-seeds over the fretful world
Till faint strains
of these, our choral conquests
Wash the ocean
deeps
And cool the
corals back into bloom
Gathering Dust - (a live version from a couple of years ago is here )
A new exhibition
is being curated
In the All-Africa Museum of World Culture
Where, subject to
strict temperature controls
The complete set
of Stonehenge uprights is on display
In another room, a
signed Folio of the renowned shaman, Shakespeare
And some Grimes
Graves ancient arrowheads
Please mind your
fingers as you pass. Refreshments are available
Along with
souvenir replicas of the Mona Lisa (a recent purchase
made at smiling
gunpoint)
The original cast
of The Marriage of Figaro
Stuffed and
tastefully mounted
Right next to the
section showing
Admirable bits of
admirals’ rears
All contained, of
course, within the European room. A room with
Medieval pedigree
reaching back to the times of
True-Cross-Splinter
collections and saints’ worship-worthy knucklebones
Beyond this
faintly rotting gathering of gods so dead
That sacrilege is
no longer deemed to apply
A woman waits,
burning her journals, and weeping like her mother did
For her
gene-generations tell stories from other caves
Whispered on days
of blessing and mourning
Sung over moving
dunes under starlit skies
In forgotten
tongues that only scorpions hear
And single-filing
children seeing scimitars
Feel the
dust-walls fall and dream of feelings
Those Victorians
failed to crush in drabness
And having felt
the power-pulse they move on
Confident that
heaven alone archives what is true
Here, perhaps, new
cathedrals of the senses
Collected
collective celebrations
Will rise in
sandstone dreamblocks and shine for all.
[Grimes Graves - a Stone Age quarry site in Norfolk, UK; every ancient Catholic church seems to have its ghoulish relics from the True Cross to saints' bones]
SANGOMA CHILDREN (First published in 'Flying on the Lucid Fringe')
They’re at it again
Sangoma children drawing fiercely
Filled with the seasoning of purity
Quivering with the giggling eruptions
Of tiny giants falling.
Delicate, delicious, then suddenly
All-devouring these boldly going souls
Step delightedly on toes
Squish beans and mash and fish with fingers
Slimed and slippery until the awestruck
Parents servants clear the decks
Pristine seconds till the pendulum
Swings back and time rolls us on.
From the first crawl to the siren of bikes
Is shorter and further than the fifth element
Still the sangoma children lead us on
Pounding us with feisty funny rhythms
That wear no sleeveless hearts
But strip us bony, peel us to the inner
Naartjie
Fill us with a need to tumble and tremble and
Tickle us with sweet flowers freshly picked
Call us to build safe temples for
Fragile shongololos
Forcing us to fart out our demons
Until we too truly learn to be
Dragons riding the wild horse herd
Of raging life.
Blessings to my sangoma children!
Camagu!
[Sangoma = African shaman; Naartjie = small sweet citrus e.g. tangerine, satsuma; shongololo = African centipede; camagu = Xhosa term of respect/blessing]
[Sangoma = African shaman; Naartjie = small sweet citrus e.g. tangerine, satsuma; shongololo = African centipede; camagu = Xhosa term of respect/blessing]
OF GOD AND GAIA (AN EVOLUTIONARY LOVE STORY)
I found you swimming
backwards
up a chimney
clogged with dolphin’s tears
caught on a wispy
whisper
until at last you
learnt to grasp the flames
I etched with you
in primeval forests
sketched
spirit-seams penetrated wild and weedless
by cycads
bristling with
cycles of carbon
crystal curls
I kissed you as
willingly as you shone
through the
glazing of petrified thoughts
to numbers on a
slate
slates on a
fractal mountain
red with the
sunset in your veins
I lay with you and
felt soft
metallic droplets
of time soothe our backs
as creatures from
our dreams lumbered juicily
over the furlongs
to the starting gun
Which woke me from
dreamtime to a deeper human sleep
I forgot the
foreverness of our shared story
forged iron
choices built on lonesome shadows
till blood-light
flowed on my blade and pierced my heart
I cried for you
and more for us
our lush entwining
vines now biltong-dry
your most
mysterious pearls crushed underfoot
by burst banknotes
and bullets in the belly
I sing for you a
new creation carved
in airy freedom on
the wings of rainbow spirals
beyond
three-dimensional despair
born from an
ancient urgent longing to smell the
colours of your
mind and know
that you feel the
pure gold of my being
silently pulsing
in the moonlight
[biltong =
southern African word for strips of dried meat
cycads =
dinosaur-era gymnosperm plants, still relatively common in southern Africa]
Take A Step With Me
take
a step with me
and
let it be an awkward never-before step if it must
but
take a first step giant leap onto a new planet
maybe
it feels like one where the air oozes
medieval
restraint, courtly gavottes and shy eyes
but
dance a dervish arabesque anyway
and
if your waltz freefalls into a poker-faced polka
find
your inner dotty bikini
let
this world’s warm eddies lift your fluttered lashes
there
is a Harlem jive in every girl and boy
there
is a child in every tight-hipped stone
(stones
have their own low-down funky moves you know, but I’m sure ours are more fun)
loosen
that tuxedo, do the barefoot tap
swing
your heart over your shoulder and if
it
needs to wail from some ancient pond
long
obscured by water-weeds and ulcer-aches
know
this dance-planet is a sanctuary
and
the screaming-streaming is the first flow
the
first burst-through bubbling of a spring
on
its way to whirling mighty seas
turn
your tutu
meet
the dolphin-souls around you
feel
the sonar-sounding salsa pulsing through your being
trampling
demons into wine in a circle of connected flair
we’ll
dance a dance to praise the dead
we’ll
dance a dance to raise the living into bloom
shaking
out the royal jelly in our belly
catching
eyes and tossing them back again in this
the
rattle-rolling tangy tangerine tango country
the
deep beat heart-heat bleating rippling with promise land
the
extra-terrestrial no-shame game galaxy
the
lead me backwards in stilettos and surrender sister solar system
the
bird-free on two feet together kingdom
the
golden glory catch-me-if-you-can universe
take
a step with me
and
dance with us
towards yourself
[first performed at Biodanza teacher Daniel Cohen's 64th birthday party!]
Theatre in the Park
window-panes
tortoise-drip see-through streamer-lines
clinging to the
darkening frames
wood-shack planks
swelling now
remembering their
sturdy forest forefathers
snails drown
delighted in vrot milk stout
and while the
pumpkins roam free across the park
a man sniffs the
damp
umbrella-clad
turns another page
of trash-pulp
littering his mind
with unscooped poop
his brown-eared
pup shakes off its drenchcoat
a centrifugal
centipede movement-moment
now weaving across
the slowly marching master-figure
back and forth in
instinctive sine waves
(for only human
ley lines run straight)
and then as the
geese fly low on their
volcano-free
flight-paths
our hero feels a
pelvic undershriek
crushed too long
in tight thought-bottles
and as the clouds
pause for insucked breath-beats
he surges out of
slip-shit shoes and performs
a Swan Lake
in laddered leotard
mascara-smudged
and gorgeous
voice brimming
with the melodies
of the half-tended
garden beds’ fat vygie fingers
from the grateful
waders and daisies
comes an
orchestral ovation
at a pitch heard
only by dogs
and passing angels
now there will be
more performances like this
and the land’s
ever-glowing heart
will love them.
will love them.
[vrot = Afrikaans for rotten/off; vygies = "little figs", succulent ground cover from which the Cape Flats favourite sour fig jam is made]
A
Nuptial Sermon from an Ordained Minister in the Department of Foreign and
Marital Affairs
Dearly beloved
lovers of love
We are gathered
here today to witness
Two declaring that
they’re one and free
And to say in
wonder “oh my! How they’ve grown!”
For what mere
words can capture the perplexed complexity
The exaltation
elation morning percolation before the tribulation and palpitating revelations
Of relationship?
Shall I relate the
revealed truth about the theory of relatives?
(Sometimes known
as the theory of special relativity)
It’s right there
in the Apocryphal Gospel of Numbers which is
Channelling
through us all right now – Can You Feel It?
You see, 3 cried
out “I’m tired of everyone seeing me as just the sum of 1+2,
I want to be an
individual!”
And 9 said “But
darling, you’ll always be a square root to me”
4 declared she
would stick by 3 through thick and thin
While 7 just gave
a mystical grin
And 6 yelled out
(as usual) “I am not a number, I’m a free man!”
Until 8 patted his
hand, rolled onto her side and bamboozled him
With her
infinitely chaotic curves
Thus began the
great and slippery adventure of relating
The great
love-crumble baking
The great
incitement to excitement
The first peeling
of a passed parcel
The first mixing
of a new and juicier kind of glue
Of which we see
before us today
One glorious and
wholly improper fraction
For the goddess of
amour had said to Adam or Abraham or Andries or another of those old
patriarchal dudes
“Yes! You can have
order and results and balance, and even a perfect marriage and bites of
delicious apples, but only if you keep everything moving!
If today 2+2 wants
to play at being 6,379½ recurring, let it! It’ll be a much happier 4 tomorrow!”
So I invite all of
us beautiful products of this cosmic wrestle
In these quantum
times of mindful togetherness and
Fractious fractal
waves flirting with a ferociously fruity future
To bless these two
in their pea green boat
And let us unleash
our piggy-wig passion from within
And if anyone
knows of any impertinent impediment or unseasonable unreasonable reason why we
may not celebrate this evening
For heaven’s sake,
go shout it to the hills,
And when you’ve
got it out of your system come and sigh a sweaty dancing Om
with us
For ours is the
king and queen-dom
The power and the
gorgeousness
Forever in all
weathers and for all our relations – water, fire, air, rocks, plants, beasts,
Our children, our
women, and our men.
[google Number 6 and his quote if you like, especially if you're not English and of a certain age; this was originally commissioned for Peter van der Post and Jacqui Simpson's Commitment Ceremony in 2011]
[google Number 6 and his quote if you like, especially if you're not English and of a certain age; this was originally commissioned for Peter van der Post and Jacqui Simpson's Commitment Ceremony in 2011]
Psychedelicious
it was a time of
instant graffitication
when billboards
flashed out pounds of flesh
when ranters
rampaged
across the trillions
of ill-digested words
and wanderers
wondered at a world full of
deurmekaartic
governments
it was a time of
fighting for the right to shop
for pre-cooked veg
from sleazy strip-malls
built to block the
dangerous dreams of
permaculture gurus
and their untamed soils
it was a time for
FIFAllic displays
mighty strutting
peacocks distracting the
people from
fair-play trade-aid
corporate-tackling
truth-tellers
it is a time of
alien conquests
in hapticklish
cyberzones
while
extra-terrestrial terrorist tourists roam outside
punk-passing
trance-pills to the sleeping masses
but also
teacher-plant trips to the wakeful few
chewing air thick
with newer views
it will be a time for schizophrenic society
to thrash and
moult its padded skin-thin cells
to drain gulps of
rampant log-moss juice
and feel a
tongue-burning cleansing passion-poison
a time to find
previously unknown
new pubescent protrusion
promising potent
world-pleasure to those realised in the real
a time to
banshee-climb to newly-spoken body-forms where
jigsaw jigs and
even rumpus reels are daylight-danced
a time for all
times and none
for stepping
through the plume-waves of ash that
strip open our
long-plastered wounded holes
into the whole
where the fields
of planet-plants grow fruity delights
for our sixth and
seventh senses
and hold us in our
collective masterpieces
where each soul is
a vintage universe
and all universes
are you
vibrating at the
frequencies which
solder our
spider-spiral-healing soldier-souls
to the funkiest
beast-beats in the yonder blue
and you are now
and we
planet-dwellers weave fine-lined journeys
through whichever
dimension we might choose
[deurmekaar = all over the place, messed up (Afrikaans slang) - add this to democracy and you get deurmekaartic... haptics are the science of virtual touch, hence hapticklish...]
Fermata
the burbling
humming honking of the day
comes to rest
beneath the sun’s last pink wings
and birds make
gentle calls
at heights to
crest the hills
between my toes
the solid crunch of
branches worn to
twigs
rocks worn to pebbles
warm-blooded
beasts worn to pungent soil
is felt throughout
my vibrant skin
and inner notes
rise up within
singing with a
clarity to shape the clouds
and tempt the moon
and owls to share
a wisecrack hoot or two
there is peace in
the world
and it begins in
my softening heart
I know my fingers
touch the winds and there smell the world
and in a smile of
sky
I fly home too.
Peace Day
Let us declare the arrival of World Peace
the always-peace that lies
in every watery cell of our beloved
much-abused bodies
in every watery cell of our beloved
much-abused planet
Let us wail cataracts of wild calm,
spout-sprouting coral-tunes with our deepest
belly-swirl basslines
Let our vapour-breath mingle into magical
mushroom clouds
spreading torrential outpourings of pure
peaceful presence
May monks’ musical mantras blossom
into flying white carpet-blessings from
their snowy lands
May our tear-words clear to liquid crystal
displays of joy
in mirror-pool meetings with other moist
souls
May the holy rivers of blood within us glow
with seaweed-wishes and hearty community
stews
May we take up arms and fingers and tongues
to sound out spell out sing out pebble-ripples
of softness and connection and
Let us swim the eddies of the chaos with
salmon-trust that our voices of love are heard
turning warships to worships to will-be
ships of global friendship
sailing over the ever-listening
ever-caressing waters of our world
riding onto soothing shores in a passionate
wave of peace-prayer
that floods over the rocky barricades with
surging beautiful foamy truth
daring to surrender into the
bubble-bursting giggle-streams
of a peace-performance
which we weirdly wonderful world-loving
peaceniks can no longer hold back from
for it has already begun [first performed at the International Peace Day celebration at Cape Town Civic Centre in 2011]
Meat or Greet
I've got tummy
ache.
It started under
fallen yellow arches
back when a large
Coke was the real thing to do
and a sticky flesh
slab in a bun was kinda fun
garnished with
forced smiles and the gourmet tastes
of tik and ketchup
brew
an inside sewage
kind of stew
I've got tummy
ache
E numbers flash
before my eyes in
ecstatic effluent
excess
effusively leading
me to farty Smarties parties
these days even
baboons on raids
prefer their
yoghurt fat-free
But oh! The shame
of Aspartame!
Just google it and
see
I've got tummy
ache
and as I soften
'neath the gentle hymns of Kenny G
apathetic victim
of supermarketed allergies
I wend my way
through the miles
of sacred shopping
aisles
a weekly wedding cavalcade
that covers more
than it unveils
(meat crimes hide
with elegance
behind the words
we've loaned from French
but that's another
tale)
I've got tummy
ache -
it's bubbling over
with stout-soaked stoats
and well-swilled
wines
marinaded fish
eggs in a vodka-coated slime
served on a bed of
dollar bills
in a globulous
gobbing tribute
to the overfishing
trawlers of today
and the brave
sailors of the past
who would not rest
until the last
Mauritian dodo had
been eradicated
and they could
laugh off their scurvy stench
displaying all the
scary teeth of the Great White Human
folk memories
repeat in the throat
while I bite
another leg of stoat
I've got tummy
ache
growing groaning
self-raising in my gut
too much affection
for confectionery
insulating my skin
with insulin
just another
junk-food junkie
cos the sugar on
the label
is no natural
bee-buzz
but a snorting
crystal rush
and the caffeine
and tobacco
waging war against
the calories
lifts me high
above the cane fields
till my
buzz-balloon bursts
I've got tummy
ache
and it's not the
tinned chakalaka or the Boerie en sous
or the joy of soy
or the polony with pesto
or the Allah cart
halaal or the kosher whore d'oeuvres
or the screams of
the lobsters
or the muffled
shrieks of oysters
or the pizzas with
enough garlic to subdue
the five thousand
being fed
or the sobbing of
the widows of the suicidal farmers
seed-bank slaves
of the millionaire marketing men
It's the fear of a
dumb animal watching his species
drink-drive the
boxed-in bloodied path to the abbatoir
and I don't want
to admit it stresses me out
in case they line
me up like a Kommetjie beached whale
whose last meal
was plastic bag in fishing line batter
and put me out of
my misery with a caring gunshot
without asking me
why
because they
always know best
I've got tummy
ache -
time to stop the
caramelizing and start animalizing my mind
through my animal
eyes
letting in
pure-earth-blood-love in the
vibrant roots and
shoots and leaves that fill my family feasts
so it pumps
through my continents of praying-river-body-being
and though my head
might throb with wallet-ache at the
conscious A to
Zees, alpha to omega-3s,
my belly-ocean
croons at the news
that I'm quitting
all this food abuse
one day at a time.
My gut says:
a single
beefburger
or drinking water
for the rest of your life?
You choose.
My spleen says:
beyond the
wallpaper ads that clutter our minds
it really is that
simple.
You choose.
My heart says:
beyond the 'O'
blood-type excuses for still pursuing
the warty
slaughter rituals of a bygone aeon -
you choose.
And I don't mean
Coke or Pepsi.
I'm not talking
Virgin Cola or Virgin Active.
Not banana shake
or bubblegum.
I mean listen to
what the whales are saying and choose.
Remember what your
uncle monkey
hollered in your
holy sinews and choose.
Softly press your
leopard-pad paws into night-soaked soil
forget your
paunches lift your haunches
to the lean
heart-beat game of game views and choose.
Stoke the blazing
mantra echoes through the wilderness of caves
recreate your
mammal molecules and chew
the cud of
full-cream free range choices
knowing that the
cows will bless your mellow songs
and the blossoms
and superfood seeds
will fruitily toot
their melodies
you'll no longer
be saucily screwed
by the millionaire
marketing men but
making steamed
fresh love with taste-budded fingertips
My tummy ache is a
part of me.
It's led me on a
voyage to the magical styles
of the infra-red
range of aisles
to intuitive
desserts richer than chocolate-death sauce
to slow
curry-concertos of local food and
global garden
barley and oat cuisine
to Gorgonzola
gratitude with every meal I'm given
spicily stirring
love and Popeye spinach into every meal I share
and so creating
with my cooking a rarified kind of air
coated by unseen
painters and players.
Molweni! Sawubona!
Bonsoir! Goeienaand! Greetings!
Tonight I welcome
you to my table.
Let us drink to
the health of the millionaire marketing men as we
welcome their
companies' imminent transformation
(or demise)
and then let us
eat.
[hmm where to begin... tik = appallingly destructive drug ravaging the Cape Flats; tinned chakalaka = popular sauce for meat especially in township communities, while Boerie is short for Boerewors, the classic Afrikaans farm sausage... with sous, sauce of course; Kommetjie is a village on the south-west side of the Cape Peninsula, where a pod of pilot whales beached themselves in 2009 and were controversially shot; Virgin Active is Branson's chain of gyms in SA; the rest you can figure out]
[hmm where to begin... tik = appallingly destructive drug ravaging the Cape Flats; tinned chakalaka = popular sauce for meat especially in township communities, while Boerie is short for Boerewors, the classic Afrikaans farm sausage... with sous, sauce of course; Kommetjie is a village on the south-west side of the Cape Peninsula, where a pod of pilot whales beached themselves in 2009 and were controversially shot; Virgin Active is Branson's chain of gyms in SA; the rest you can figure out]
THE BLACKSMITH’S DANCE
Stepping beyond
our well-carved niches
The ever-shrouded
clockwork spiral urges us
To meet
Brow-beaten
beneath the sun’s brooding
There brews a
catlike unfurling
Towards each other
And an
effervescent ferment
Overlays the bones
of two who once were lame at heart
And we call it
love
But in truth it is
a blacksmith’s dance
For this crown
(inlaid with mother-of-us-all) must daily melt
And as we pound
our lovers’ soot
We’ll strike
wisdom
Cracking open each
mined petal with squirrel-soft touch
Leaves us
breathless, laughing, and sometimes spinning
A jewelled journey
awaits the brave
Moments may come
when we turn away
To face our
well-carved hibernation zones
But we’ll find we
have outgrown them
Together
So let us blink
beneath the sun’s blessing
Feeling again -
within our smiling skins, mutually moulded -
The joy upon us of
the world’s kiss.
[originally commissioned for my brother Kielan's wedding to Kate Mandeville in 2009, previously published in the Living Consciously diary for 2010]
HOME AFFAIRS (MIGRATING IDENTITIES)
If these passes
give us more legroom mouthroom heartroom than
Those that were
withheld
From passed-on
serfs and freedom fighters
They remain pure
petty symptoms
Of
prattling-Gatling power-powder
State property in
our pockets, branding us with barcodes
While in the more
sophisticated nations
Smiling is no
longer permissible
Yet today global
apartheid's fence-hopping strait-swimming victims
Fight back against
lazy long-dead maplines
Toyi-toying for a
personal future
Often built on
bribes and false pasts
Because such
finger-swivelling is the only correct response
To the
gold-standard arrogance of those
Who issue and
declare with puff-penguin passion
Who insist that this
system is for every citizen's safety
Who assert their
dutiful rights to pass or fail
While newspaper
knives spread pasteurised panic-butter
And too many
bloodshot anaesthetised eyes
Look away in
loathing
Seeking only their
vaccine fixes
The time will come
when the razor-lights grow mild with dew
And lino-shiny
tiles become coated in moist bubbles
Which are all that
remain of the government-issue green pillars
And the gatherings
of chino shades
and dreadlocked
iPods
and fried egg
faces
Finally reach the
front of the snake's tail
And the posters
are handwritten in bright pastels
The blue-rinser on
your left no longer wastes her Mixit minutes
Texting some
fellow-dateline-pensioner
Waiting to reach
the finish line before the pearly gates close
And punctuating
passport stamps create a cacophony that
Rises in tidal
swoons above the caged clerk chorus
Visa fees flee
before the tight-lipped legal Sméagols
Can pin them down
and apply the screws
And men with caps
and badges will discover that
Love in triplicate
knows no secure borders
Or idle tribal
private pride
Know then that the
secret spies of spirit
Squeak beyond the
barricades
And break the
triple deadlocks of the desperate despots
For the seat of
power is not deep inside the frosty corridors
Or somewhere in
the spider-scurry scrums that are forever England
Or shooting lenses
at the metal scars of battle
Or above the
tabloid state affairs surveying the changing Guard
But off the
satellite map
Where rituals turn
the earth
Where life is
undefined
Where you speak, I
hear, we touch
Where dusty lovers
hold pearl-pebbles and feel
The laughter
That crescendoes
from the forest floor
That crumples the
word-weapons and roasts the ageing fury
Of the
self-appointed guardians
That scissor-knits
the planet into blooming passport pastures
That teaches us
the patient lessons of right action in queues
That makes us know
that the guttersnipe xenophobes
Have been us all
along
That makes us know
that it is we who are the magical monarchs
Holding light-orbs
swelling from our fingertips
Constantly
creating journeys through our own First Nations
[inspired of course by long periods waiting in the SA Department of Home Affairs for identity documents... and longer and ruder periods waiting for the British equivalents. Mixit is a chatroom facility highly popular with South African youth]
Remembering Bra Winston
The bright lights
shone so cool and yet
your presence
warmed them all
those fruit-full
tones rippled out
juicily piercing
the night air
refusing exile's
brasher badge
though perhaps a
homecoming would have seen
Cape Town finally fill those seats
The bright lights
shone so strong and yet
you flew above
those tunes we played for five-star guests
a packaged New
Year aperitif for those
too drunk to hear
your soul
and yet you
couldn't help but give
Perhaps some who
shared your stage
felt they were the
stellar ones
for you, crafting
the hotseat
moment by moment
remained
screen-hidden by nature
the rarest Cape vintage
The bright lights
sparkled to the rhythms
while dancers
jazzed in Galaxy sweat
or swayed in
Gugulethu fields
and something
bigger than the world we knew was born
each time your
lips touched reed
each plagal
cadence ushering communion
each backstage look of brother-love
each backstage look of brother-love
Can I shout your
name from Devil's Peak?
Rouse a
media-molested people to meet
your passing wake
with honour?
Cause cheating
industry execs
to pause and hear
recorded lines
of your wordless
elegies
your eloquent
breath-sermons
and the ripe
melodies of your inner heart?
If not, and this
fickle town forgets
and new
generations never know your songs
and the bright
lights shine ceaselessly
then bless the
angels with your voice
surprise them with
the knowledge
that beauty still
haunts this land.
[Winston Mankunku, Cape Town's greatest unsung jazz hero, who died in 2010. It was an honour to play with him; please listen to his music!]
“Mirror
mirror on the wall… does my aura look fat in this?”
Humans are beings of light. This we know.
radioactive light rising monstrous from the
swamp
an unleashed from the depths avenging squid
pro quo light
a radiopassive hypnotising cold glare light
a prison prevent-terror search and
spotlight
an indecent Immorality Act flash-exposé
light
a subliminal flicker
advert-pervert-the-sublime light
an eerie do-nothing change-nothing
be-nothing neon glow-in-the-dark multimedia mall M-pT 3D-player light
You cannot be serious, man!
Is this the way we choose to lighten up?
I prefer milkier ways
loosely curled in crater-caverns
soft-centred fluffy crystal feather-lights
Donald Duck soothe your inner-night-child
lights
richly-stained saintly halo at the window
lights
moon-cool slow-drop dead gorgeous in your
soul-lights
wave-rush foam-green galloping to shore
lights
Tonight, let’s be that forgotten luminosity
swept from the hearth and under a Persian
fatwa rug
like lanternfish stumbling into a long-sunk
cathedral
a you-were-just-a-twinkle-in-your-daddy’s-eyes
light
a painted rainbows in pyjamas
loony-on-the-lawn light
a wind-up-your-parents noisy after sunset
torchlight
a jewelled glimmer jelly beams and
sparklers light
Yes, I have a scheme for solidarity through
solar power!
Let’s be smouldering swanky impolite lights
blazing rip-roaring lion-fire in your eyes
lights
squawking Force-filled sabre-toothed lazer
lights
lusty Lucy-feral lick-lips lights
shake your beauty booty baby lights
stretch your rays out music-in-your-fingers
lights
golden glowing magma flowing delightful
dawn shine-symphonies
strike-twice lightnings enchanting the air
communal candelabra-cadabras my bras
flaming wands, star-spangled burning bushes
wonder-spell Words made fleshy truth
living shimmer-gifts, shape-shifting comets
of joy
coaxing coy shadows out of the theatre's
angel-wings
loving the world wildly till her molten
core sings
SACRED LIFE (first published in "Flying on the Lucid Fringe" 2009)
we climb above the moist decaying triumphs
of the tree line into gypsy territory
carried by lichen dust and the presence of
reindeer
a world where horns have horses and
icicle kaleidoscopes hang over
cotton wool valleys
shattering the blue
somewhere here lies the truth
(obscured by quartz crystal balls and
scissor-wielding so-called
scientists desperate to uninvent the
water-wheels of the soul)
in the cold grand breath and the alkaline
cadences
of pulsing palms hoisting our flagging
torso temples
we witness our own glory
flaring down – flying back – no need for
visas
from a future hoed by calloused hands
the music of butterflies expands
over space that’s rippling thick as honey
tempting us, teasing us, pizzicato
pricking us
in gypsy colours of the mind we sink
drowning in the scent of geraniums
back below the line of fire
where luminous fungi rage and munch in
gooseflesh steps
along the pathways of the monochrome brain
but we ride bareback and whinny and sculpt
unsolvable riddles in the wind
joining lightning fingertips until the
water-wheels of our soul become yet again
the engine of the ocean of the Universe
joining breasts and hips in quiet massive
causing
sometimes the beasts unleashed are merely
parasites in swarm
sweeping acid storms into spirals of
inter-tribal torrents
crusading beyond the asteroids of feelings
in a
quest for one-size-fits-all pain
then we’ll remember where the gypsies live
skip once more to the surface of the
crater
embracing and thanking and becoming the
air ’neath our feet
thick with thoughts
full of futures
resonating with spirits
glowing in the
shattered blue
Ballad of an Englishman (Eat Your Heart Out Billy Bragg)
I’m going to tell
you a story
It is the ballad
of an Englishman
He grew to be
bitter and angry
At the fate of his
ancient land
He grew up in the
east of the country
Looking neither to
the north or the south
He was ten before
he visited London
town
And the crowns and
the sceptres left him wide in the mouth
You see England was
built by invaders
It seems that
conquering was in our genes
And the Celtic fringe
in all our family lines
Were battered and
raped or just lay down and died
Whatever happened
to the voice of the druids
Whatever happened
to the songs of the bards
The Romans rode
straight across those rolling hills
Now most of them
are covered in tar
They say that
irony stops at the Channel
Perhaps beyond it
lay the land of belief
Where a man could
look another man in the eye
And show him his
heart, not feel a fist in the teeth
Now Britain had its
moment of glory
Standing united
’gainst the fascist threat
Back in my
grandaddy’s day he dropped bombs in the war
But I didn’t get
why we had to fight wars any more
Yes I was this
Englishman growing up scared
At the things my
ancestors had done
We chopped down
the biggest trees upon the earth
For masts for our
ships to carry soldiers and guns
Men left the
darkness of Victorian England
To spread
“morality” to “heathens on heat”
But what nobody
talked about in London
town
Was the masses of
women who were walking the streets
By the time that I
reached teenhood
Besides the Falklands all the glory was gone
Britannia’s fury
was turned on the miners and women
Who tried to turn
us away from the bomb
Most of us were
glued to the telly
My team was always
the Scots or the French
But when it came
to standing tall in the face of it all
My shame and me,
we sat on the fence
There was money
and wealth in abundance
So we smiled
through the pain inside
Till I got on a
plane, never looked back again
At a land in which
I felt no pride
Here in the true
Motherland of humanity
I found division
and racial fear
And all over the
world where such hatred remains
You will usually
find that the British were there
Whatever happened
to the vision of Shakespeare
Embracing
everybody under the sun
Now the only thing
it seems the English care about
Is which minor
celebrity’s at number one
I’m in awe of
those who have chosen to stay grounded
In the shadow of
those dark Satanic mills
Unceasing from
your Mental Fight to build Jerusalem
On that island of
social and spiritual ills
But now I’ve
gratitude for what I received there
For the poets and
the rebels and the seers
I have finally
found pride in the land of my birth
In those who came
before me with their hands in the earth
Because I know my
forefathers could dance
And I know my
foremothers could sing
I know that they
loved as they worked and they prayed
And gave thanks to
the land that brought them everything
So I’ll pour out
my heart in this song that I sing
With all the power
of an Englishman
I’ll paint my face
blue and I’ll stand for what’s true
And I’ll march out
for peace once again
A peace not
enforced by policemen
But born within
the depths of our souls
That spreads love
and warmth to the whole human race
No matter what
creed or what colour of face
With intuitive
wisdom a million years old
The warrior spirit
of England
can rise
To the sound of
the fiddle and drum
And help like St
George heal the weak by giving them
Strength to shine
their light in the sun
I dream of a world
without nations
Where all human
beings are one
Dancing together
like dolphins do
Loving ourselves
and letting more love through
So wherever you
trace your roots too
Give thanks for
the wounds and the gifts and the rage
But choose to be
free like I choose to be me
And pray for the
dawning of a bright new age
I said I’d tell
you a story
It was the ballad
of this Englishman
And if you want to
see how much my heart has grown
You’ll find me
somewhere on this planet that I call my home
[Billy Bragg, the UK's most Politically Correct pop icon in my teenage years. Though I was more into Sting myself...]
Here's a few more poems that were published in my 2009 book, Flying on the Lucid Fringe. a few copies are also still available from me. Afterwards is a little rationale I wrote at the time of the launch for why people should even consider buying a poetry book...
ABOVE KALK BAY
Forever she moans
Together he croaks
Chewing fynbos in a fantasy
Of lost love and tender proteas
Whose protection they fight for
With the eagerness of swollen souls
Their eyes swell in the mists of
Lurid fresh forests, high and carefree and
Lost. Years. Cycle. Past.
Through the yellowwood grove comes
The saw and the helmet and the
Heavy thick moustache of the Tree-hunter
And his deadly team who with masterful
Determination help to end the elves place
Alienating and exterminating
The sole San souls who sought a bridge
Through the rainbows to the light of
Dark love and the plunging yearning
Virility of the mountain’s true trees
Guardians off guard, wasted by a
Culture whose crassness caused
A desolate Web, while hope spins
Eternal in her forever moans
Eternal in his together gropes
Ropes pull the rainbows back
Helmets lift the veils of cryptic aeons
To flights of seeking speaking
Creaking on the boardwalks of Time
Crafted with hardened hands
Learning once more to touch.
BOYHOOD’S HEART (Memories of 1981)
With Baggy Madness Trousers on the stereo
we prepared the middle school stage
felt the thrill of orchestral satisfaction
Little Drummer Boy on a music stand page
crowning of a year begun with loving, raucous fun
from Mr Spinks who labelled my trombone case a coffin
who hung Ricky from the rafters and stood Daniel on a chair
to perform his Donald Duck voice while the class laughed and stared
Daniel who blew gum bubbles and hung fishing nets in rivers
and told me my first dirty joke one night, but
I found a forest of books about boats
on the Broads and boys and witches’ cats
we all left the city for a Boys’ Brigade camp
a sleeping bag and a lilo and a martial blue hat
and James’s strip show for the girls to the vicar’s surprise
and the boredom of cancelled outings while Charles married Di
and disbelief at Noah’s age and porridge with a fork
and whoopee cushions and sneezing powder
and – just once – going to church to earn points
and the ninth birthday present of learning meditation
and the freedom and the stillness of the patterns in my mind
rowed to an island in a Yugoslav lake
ate soft veal and bought a real souvenir
spent a day in Italy astonished at the lire’s value
drove too fast in an Austrian’s Mercedes Benz
past tall fields of corn to a village museum of
ancient simple peasant houses
saw indulgent riverside chateaux and
huge chess pieces in a Klagenfurt park
climbed the whole day up a white stone path
to a ledge over the scree
and even into Yugoslavia again
somewhere, below the fog
perhaps I pondered questions of nations and history
but Botham’s cricket victories impressed me more
along with Peggy’s rounders hits and my balancing on a bike
or a quarter pound of sherbet lemons after school
or the red Mini Metro that shaped my cake
or the pebbles that were Sheringham’s beach
or Pete’s Dragon in three reels on the school projector
or mum, frying flat door-delivered Friday fish.
AFRICAN MOUNTAIN HYMN
seeping in resin-sticky moments
rubber cracks in the sky force memories through
wailing incantations incarnate from the time-trunk of fear
carnivorous carnival
across a continent with the scars to show
matchlock burnt-black monarchs
selling bodies to the caravels
and their sweet sugar slavery
as the train hoots through the vlei I recall
the blood in the rivers of humanity’s homeland
the rancid fame of knighted cream cannibals
crimson-reeking caramel
in every nut-brown melting mouthful
wrapped conveniently in history-hiding plastic
before we pale wanderers returned from our
hundred-thousand year journeys
copper was the African metal of choice
now decaying mines poison our water
in the City of Gold and buchu alone will
not heal all the scars in the night sky
Ha! Welcome the ancestral voices (light the mpepu)
Pass around their naïve vices and sluk a little mampoer
Uncurl from the deep-set whiplashed shape of old
Or from the daily bent-back trowel-tasks of the office chair
Find the daily wail that lies within and calls for the
Lifting of out-of-Africa-amnesia and a
Global shake-down with the spirits streaming in our veins
Unveiling our cracking seams and streams
Today, this is my song –
I declare solidarity with my soul-siblings from
The lives where I chose deeper tannins to colour my flesh
And I declare freedom from the gnawing guilt of six violent centuries
And I declare freedom to spiral out from the epicentre of a new storm
In epic centredness
From the heart of our granite-bound ground
With palms caught in heavenly crossfire
Throbbing with the juice of forgiving mountains
Where the herbs grow taller than the frogs jump
And trains are but the distant toys of children
I declare that integrated incantations will enthuse us
Leaping like salmons to the source of a
Fluid rock-power which seeps soft and healing
In resin-sticky moments of fresh milkwood joy.
"Flying on the Lucid Fringe retails at R90, with 10% of profits going to eco-charities, and is printed on recycled paper.
BUT: Why on earth should you buy a poetry book?
Well, picture if you will an imaginary (but perhaps typical) bookshelf
There are rows of Danielle Steele and Wilbur Smith and Spud 1/2/3
There are a few dusty classics, Olive Schreiners, Dickens and the like, a small Afrikaans section...
And just maybe a volume of poetry (Blake?) that is largely undisturbed
because people think poetry books are like novels and manuals and biographies and travelogues and have to be picked up and read from the beginning to the end.
This would give most people indigestion at least and probably have smoke pouring out of their ears.
In fact, the best place for poetry books (if they must live in something as mundane as a typical bookshelf) is in the reference section. Right there, next to the Cape Town map and the Jamie Oliver recipe book and the dictionary and the what to do in an emergency type book. Where you can pull it out and intuitively (with a little help from the angels) turn to the right page to:
* inspire your dreams with a poem before bed or your day with a poem after bed
* hit a deeper note with your dinner guests
* share some words for your spouse's birthday or for your granny to dance to
* take you beyond the daily playback routine while waiting for that train
* find the real news that you won't find on CNN or even Facebook"
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